I really hate how I keep trying & trying & trying & trying & trying but I just keep failing & failing & failing & FAILING.
I’m not gonna give up though. But I hate that I keep messing up like it feels like I’m never going to graduate.
How can someone have a more difficult major & take much more difficult classes while maintaining an officer position in an organization while maintaining a social life while I’m always cooped up in the library or my dorm studying??
I hate this so much. I hate the situation I’m in right now. It’s actually embarrassing I can’t even talk about it to other people.
I’ve been thinking to myself like, why am I still in school if I keep doing so bad? I’m still going to try to get better. Get my shit together. But right now this has been the worst semester so far. I’m not going to give up but I’m just so angry & upset with myself for doing so bad in classes that I set my heart on.